So I'm taking on a new and very demanding responsibility this Friday, and I'm thoroughly excited about it. I am super happy for the opportunity, which I don't necessarily need to advance in my career, but so many people in my line of work don't actually take the chance to lead from the front. I'm also going to use this towards getting in better shape (because when I was in a line company back when I was a 1LT, I was in the BEST shape of my life because I was constantly working out!)
In other news, there's a certain person that's been introduced in my life that I have come to look forward to seeing everyday. I will call them LF, which is funny because during my deployment there were a person with the same initials that I found myself extremely drawn to. Unfortunately, I wasn't their cup of tea and they didn't reciprocate the feelings back. Which, is the story of my life. This person, unfortunately, will never know the feelings I have for them, for it is forbidden for me to have any type of relationship with them. And I guess it keeps me accountable for my feelings in a good way.
In other news, my hair is growing out NICELY. I constantly am finding ways to update my look and make it easier and more effective to last throughout the week. Sadly, due to my new and upcoming work out regime, I may have to dedicate 2 hours every 4 days to redoing my hair so it's still in a good standing. Plus, who wants to look raggedy!
I've been seeing this guy B, that is a great guy. However, i don't seem to put him in a vision of my future. I don't see him there. I don't really see ANYONE there for that matter. I see me doing what I want to do in the Army, busting my ass, doing the hard jobs that no one wants to do or has time for because of family responsibilities. But because I don't have that, I can do the jobs that no one wants. And it's actually pretty nice. But when will I see a future....with someone? When it's too late? Will I ever feel the need or necessity to "want" someone?
To be continued.
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