I live with a guy. We've known each other since 2008. We have always seemed to follow each other during our careers, and now we are both in the same positions in the Army, so it's completely out of convenience that we are roommates. He has his space, I have my own.
It has never been a moment where "something" could happen. Never. A lot of people are thrown off by this "arrangement" and don't understand how a woman and a man, can live together, and nothing come between them. Let me break it down then. He likes white women, I like men....I don't have a preference. I'm pretty sure he's NOT attracted to me whatsoever, so I'm sure that definitely helps. He does these things that irritate the living daylights out of me, which is another reason I wouldn't ever cross the line into that "dimension". I also think that he's probably too much of an emotional beast than me. I'm starting to realize more and more how emotion-less I am when it comes to the opposite sex. Now, that doesn't go to say I'm not passionate about my family, my job, or my country. Not the case at all, but over the course of these last few years, I've just come to the conclusion that men, in general, aren't into me. They don't find me attractive, they don't see me as anything but what I am: me. I'm nothing more and nothing less. I'm also okay with this realization and I have come to terms with my future. Living with a guy, that is extremely attractive, for almost a year, and there's been NO interaction or indication of anything more than friendship, closely shows me how un-wanted I am by the opposite sex. Welcome to my world. Enjoy the ride.
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